Not My Fantasy
Not My Fantasy is a podcast where BFFs Hannah and Cullen take a journey through fantasy and fairytale films discussing their folkloric origins, wild storylines, and fantastical aesthetics and ultimately asking the question ”Is this my fantasy?”
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Oct 20, 2024
Oct 20, 2024
2 hr 10 min
Zoinks! The NMF gang watches “Scooby-Doo on Zombie Island” and, like, we weren’t prepared for such a rich discussion on zombies. This week, we dive into the voodoo of New Orleans and how this movie uses it as a backdrop for benevolent zombies, voodoo dolls, and werecats! Cullen reveals himself to be the lost 5th (human) member of the Mystery Inc. gang, Hannah headbangs through the music numbers, and our guest Christian does a Charli XCX impression so good, you’ll get the heebie-jeebies.
Check out Christian Cintron on Instagram and X @StandUp4YourPower, and watch his comedy special “Laugh Proud” for FREE on Tubi!
Research for this episode:
The Zombie Island Reboot Era - HassledVania
The History of Scooby Doo - Dave Lee Down Under
"Scooby-lution” - Obscure Obsessions
Obscure Obsessions Episode on Scooby Doo
Louisiana Voodoo–Mystery in Motion: African Spirituality in Mardi Gras - Louisiana State Museums
New Orleans Voodoo - NewOrleans.com
“Voodoo, Psychics & Spirituality” - Folks, PBS
Voodoo doll - Wikipedia
Voodoo Is Rebounding in New Orleans After Hurricane Katrina - Newsweek
Hexing a Hurricane - Wikipedia
“God, Gays, and Voodoo: Voicing Blame for Katrina” - Communication and Theater Association of Minnesota Journal
Cats in Ancient Egypt - Wikipedia
Cats, Bastet and the Worship of Feline Gods - American Research Center in Egypt
The 'Feline States of America': How Cats Helped Shape The US - WUWM
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Research & Writing by Hannah Sylvester and Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.

Oct 12, 2024
Oct 12, 2024
2 hr 51 min
To start off spooky month, we’re exploring the Haitian-Vodou origins of the zombie in the 1988 Wes Craven film, “The Serpent and the Rainbow.” Hannah takes the lead, diving into the real-life story of zombification and the years of scientific study on the phenomenon that inspired the film. With our friend and fellow podcaster Kyle Leone, we have a fascinating conversation about the brutal historical context and rich folklore of the original zombie as it’s explored in this equally fascinating zombie film.
Check out Kyle Leone and his podcast The Gory Days on Kyle-Leone.com or wherever you get your podcasts!
Research for this episode:
The Serpent and the Rainbow (film) - Wikipedia
Slavery and the Haitian Revolution - Roy Rosenzweig Center for History and New Media (George Mason University)
Haiti (Saint-Domingue) - SlaveryandRemembrance.org
The Secrets of Haiti’s Living Dead - Harvard Magazine
Clairvius Narcisse - Wikipedia
The Serpent and the Rainbow (book) - Wikipedia
“The Tragic Forgotten History of Zombies” by Mike Marian -, The Atlantic
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Research & Writing by Hannah Sylvester.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.

Oct 6, 2024
Oct 6, 2024
1 hr 44 min
This week, we’re crying our eyes out over the idea of change and new love after grief in the 2020 animated film “Over the Moon” from Netflix and Pearl Studio. Our friend Ellen joins Cullen and Hannah to fangirl over our new favorite lunar pop princess deity, Chang’e. Listen to us chat about the Mid-Autumn Lunar Festival and the different versions of the Chang’e story, shake our butts to “Ultraluminary” in the club, and induct Fei Fei into the Women in STEM Hall of Fame.
Research for this episode:
Handbook of Chinese Mythology
The Fairytellers
Over the Moon and Chinese Culture
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.

Sep 23, 2024
Sep 23, 2024
2 hr 3 min
Cullen and Hannah continue down the Descendants Rabbit Hole and overcomplicate Cullen’s conspiracy board as they analyze Descendants: the Royal Wedding and Descendants Rise of Red. Can they untangle the Descendants timeline and deal with all the complications and worldbuilding deviations Rise of Red brings or just shrug and say it’s for kids? It’s Cullen and Hannah so of course they will go crazy trying to decipher this lore and ask once and for all, what do good and evil look like?
Research for this episode:
Queen of Mean Charting
My Immortal
TikTok Aesthetic
Descendants Novels, Web Series, and Stage Play
Goth History
Doll Drama
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.

Sep 15, 2024
Sep 15, 2024
3 hr 41 min
Follow Cullen and Hannah into the lore that is the Descendants franchise (2015-Present) as we dissect this Disney Channel Fanfic Franchise as a case study for the commodification of morality in the modern world. Are Good and Evil merely aesthetics? Join us on an unhinged pop culture journey to find out. In part 1 we discuss the Original Trilogy (2015-2019) and the wild lore it creates to carry us between banger dance numbers.
Research for this episode:
Queen of Mean Charting
My Immortal
TikTok Aesthetic
Descendants Novels, Web Series, and Stage Play
Goth History
Doll Drama
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.

Aug 24, 2024
Aug 24, 2024
1 hr 49 min
Ask us what kind of tree it is, because it’s a Chris Pine (movie). We watched “Dungeons & Dragons: Honour Among Thieves” and explored the world of the Forgotten Realms with our favorite dorky, dysfunctional adventuring party. Cullen references The Veggie Tales for the 100th time, Hannah shares her close call with a rogue gang of Minions, and Maiko reports live from Legolas’ back woods.
Check out our guest appearance on Shoot the Flick! We had a fun conversation dissecting the obliteration of history in “Night About the Museum.” You can find that episode of Shoot the Flick on Apple Podcasts, Google Podcasts, Spotify, and more!
Research for this episode:
Dungeons & Dragons - Wikipedia
Miniature wargaming - Wikipedia
Chainmail (game) - Wikipedia
Editions of Dungeons & Dragons - Wikipedia
Forgotten Realms - Wikipedia
Harpers - Wikipedia
Emerald Enclave - Wikipedia
Neverwinter - Wikipedia
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan & Hannah Sylvester.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.

Jul 13, 2024
Jul 13, 2024
2 hr 11 min
The Famtasy Choice Awards (50 Episode Celebration)
Cullen and Hannah thank viewers like you and hand out Famtasy Choice Awards to the characters, songs and movies we’ve met on the Fantastical Adventure as voted by our listeners. We also read comments and reviews and celebrate the journey of our first 50 episodes. Thank you listeners for listening to 50 episodes of magic, mayhem, and movies!
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.

Jun 22, 2024
Jun 22, 2024
2 hr 2 min
Nimona (2023) (feat. Allyssa Swearingen and Brittany Spurlin)
This week, Cullen is joined by two grad school friends, Allyssa and Brittany, to talk about the shape-shifting queer tale of Netflix’s Nimona! We start with some queer book recommendations to finish your Pride Month with some more awesome tales. Then, Cullen gives us an overview of shapeshifter and trickster lore, Allyssa raves about the unique world of the movie and Brittany swooned at the love story between Boldheart and Goldenloin.
PSA: Support your local library!
Check out Brittany on Twitter (currently known as X): @BSInitials
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.

Jun 9, 2024
Jun 9, 2024
2 hr 41 min
For this week of Pride Month, we’re talking about the animated movie that invented gender-bending — Disney’s Mulan 1998. Cullen shares two of the oldest versions of the Chinese folktale, Hannah can’t stop talking about how good this movie is, and our guest Nick convinces us that he’s not saying Mulan is a trans story but he’s also not NOT saying that. Huge thanks to our friend Nick for sharing amazing insights and love for this great film!
Vote in the Famtasy Choice Awards
Research for this episode:
Everything Culturally Right and Wrong With Mulan 1998 - Xiran Jay Zhao
Synopsis of Mulan Play
Mulan History
Chinese Dragons
The Ballad of Mulan
Fairytellers Episode on Mulan
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.

Jun 2, 2024
Jun 2, 2024
2 hr 4 min
Happy Pride Month! We’re starting off with a heavy film that just barely counts as a fantasy film– “All of Us Strangers.” Cullen does a roll call of various queer deities (gay-ities, if you will), Hannah points out fantasy tropes and themes, and our guests Callum and Michael share insights about the first movie adaptation of “Strangers,” the novel this film is based on.
Trigger Warning: Briefs References to Self-Unal*ving
Check out Callum and Michael’s podcast Once Upon a VHS, and be sure to follow them on Instagram and Tiktok!
VOTE IN THE FAMTASY CHOICE AWARDS
Research for this episode:
History of Dog and the Sailor
Yurei
The Ghosts of Japan
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Watch Us on YouTube!
Follow Our Adventures on Social Media:
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.

Not My Fantasy
BFFs Hannah and Cullen talk about fantasy and fairy tale films and the lore, myths and fairy stories that inspired them.


