Not My Fantasy
Not My Fantasy is a podcast where BFFs Hannah and Cullen take a journey through fantasy and fairytale films discussing their folkloric origins, wild storylines, and fantastical aesthetics and ultimately asking the question ”Is this my fantasy?”
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Saturday Sep 30, 2023
Saturday Sep 30, 2023
We took the highway to hell to explore the world of Sanctuary and the lore of the Diablo video game series. Come get your sprinkling of the deep, rich lore of the Sumerian, Judeo-Christian, and Islamic demons, too! Cullen apologizes to his mom for not having his holy water with him, Hannah kicks herself for never asking Cullen about his experience with exorcists, Josh recounts his harrowing trials in Diablo IV hardcore mode, and we all spend most of the episode stanning Lilith.
Big thanks to Josh for sharing his Diablo knowledge and suggesting we cover this hellishly cool story! Check out Josh on social media: @whatsgoodjosh
Research for this episode:
The Sumerian creation myth: Britannica
The Catechism of the Catholic Church
The Book of Tobit
The Book of Genesis
Diablo IV: COMPLETE STORY EXPLAINED: Green Links
The Complete Diablo Timeline…: Dark LORE Dash
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan & Josh Adkins.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.
Saturday Sep 16, 2023
Saturday Sep 16, 2023
Monster Prom
We’re gamers now! In light of the ongoing writers’ and actors’ strike in Hollywood, we’re going to cover some of our favorite (and least favorite) fantasy video games! We talk about the indie video game franchise Monster Prom, Cullen quizzes Hannah on a smattering of lore about practically every creature from horror-fantasy lore, and Hannah laments about not being able to date the hottest gorgon at school.
Interested in Monster Prom? Check it out on Steam: https://store.steampowered.com/app/743450/Monster_Prom/
Research for this episode:
Monster Prom Wiki: https://monster-prom.fandom.com/wiki/Monster_Prom_Wiki
Monster Prom: Creativity and Considerations in Naming Characters by Rachel Versaw: https://medium.com/@rachaelversaw/monster-prom-creativity-and-consideration-in-naming-characters-159aa9a5e801
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan & Hannah Sylvester.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.
Tuesday Jul 25, 2023
Tuesday Jul 25, 2023
Hi lovely listeners. Due to current guidelines from SAG-AFTRA we will be putting Not My Fantasy on pause.
In the meantime watch Cullen's Mythology Twitch show. Camp Oracle at Outside in Theater.
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan.
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.
Saturday Jul 08, 2023
Saturday Jul 08, 2023
Hercules (1997) (feat. Jon Reilly of Life’s But a Song)
We’re going from zero to hero to start off mythology month. That’s right, we’re talking about Disney’s dreamy demigod, Hercules! We won’t say we’re in love because we have mixed feelings about this movie that millennials really, REALLY love. Titan-sized thanks to our special guest, Jon, for teaming up for this legendary podcast crossover event.
Be sure to head over to Life’s But a Song, available anywhere you listen to NMF, to hear our thoughts on the music in this Disney animated musical. And follow Jon’s podcast on social media, @butasongpod!
Research for this episode:
Thomas Bulfinch’s Mythology
Childhood Books of Greek Mythology and Common Knowledge
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.
Check out Camp Oracle at Outside in Theater
Tuesday Jul 04, 2023
Tuesday Jul 04, 2023
MINISODE: Ruby Gillman, Teenage Kraken (2023)
PLOT TWIST! Benevolent sea creature season isn’t over just yet. Cullen and Hannah talk about Ruby Gillman, Teenage Kraken, a movie they both thought would be very shallow and not good. Turns out, it’s got deep layers of pro-xenophia propaganda, complex multi-generational mother-daughter relationships, and enough surface-level anti-mermaid discourse and Disney deconstruction to turn this minisode into, well, an episode.
Check out Camp Oracle, a four-episode, live D&D campaign series Cullen is hosting with Outside In Theatre. It premieres Tuesday, July 18, at 7PM PST/10EST on Twitch at twitch.tv/outsideinthtr. Make sure to follow Outside In Theatre on Instagram (@outsideinthtr), too.
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Research & Writing by Hannah Sylvester.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.
Saturday Jun 24, 2023
Saturday Jun 24, 2023
The Little Mermaid (2023) (feat. Debbie Danielpour)
It’s our final dive under the sea this year, and we watched the Little Mermaid 2023 live-action remake. We’re joined by one of our professors from grad school, screenwriter Debbie Danielpour, to dissect this adaptation and bemoan the Disney live-action remake as a genre. We’re light on lore but heavy on the hot takes, like loving the “Scuttlebutt” song, hating that the fish in “Under the Sea” don’t play their bodies like instruments, and being very bored by Melissa McCarthy’s Ursula.
Thank you so much to Debbie for reminiscing about our grad school days and making us feel special anytime she said we made a good point.
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.
Saturday Jun 10, 2023
Saturday Jun 10, 2023
Luca (2021) (feat. Derek Shea)
Ciao! Piacere, amici! We’re spending part of our Mer-May/Mer-Summer in the beautiful Italian Riviera with the 2021 Pixar animated film, Luca! First, we get a brief tasting of multiple sea creature mythologies from all over the world. Then, we dive into the queer-coded plot and character dynamics, cringe at the bottom-feeder villain, and celebrate the powerful friendships between Luca, Alberto and Guilia. Oh, and Hannah finally admits she was wrong in hate-turning off this movie when she first tried to watch it in 2021 because she thought the movie was going to be something else. Spoiler alert: It’s her fantasy!
Big thanks to our special guest and friend-of-the-pod Derek for joining us in celebrating Pride Month. Give him a follow on Instagram @derek_shea.
P.S. - Please forgive our technical difficulties with Derek’s video and audio freezing and getting robotic sometimes. Elsa, Queen Emeritus of Arendelle, cursed his internet modem.
Research for this episode:
Mermaids and the African Diaspora - The Fairy Tellers
Don’t Call Me Ishmael - Fairy Tale Fix
Wikipedia
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.
Monday May 29, 2023
Monday May 29, 2023
Episode 17: The Little Mermaid (1989) (feat. Fairy Tale Fix)
We’re under da sea with Abbie and Kelsey of the Fairy Tale Fix podcast, diving into the world of The Little Mermaid (1989). We talk about mythology and literary tales that inspired this Disney Renaissance classic, including the story of Undine and the Hans Christian Andersen tale “The Little Mermaid.” And we cover the metaphor of queerness that mermaids have always possessed, gush over how amazing Ursula is as a girlboss sea witch, and praise Eric for rolling with the punches to help out his hot-mess girlfriend Ariel.
Check out Fairy Tale Fix on Instagram, TikTok, and Twitter @fairytalefixpod. And be sure to listen to all of their mermaid content for even more deep, gay lore about these sea creatures and the bi disaster Hans Christian Andersen. You can find them wherever you listen to Not My Fantasy!
Research for this episode:
The Little Mermaid - Hans Christian Andersen
Undine - Friedrich de La Motte Foque
Miscellaneous Myths: Narcissus - Overly Sarcastic Productions
Narcissus in Ovid
Our recommendations for other content:
Mermaids of the African Diaspora - The Fairy Tellers Podcast
Don’t Call Me Ishmael - Fairy Tale Fix Pod
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Follow Our Adventures on Social Media:
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.
Saturday May 13, 2023
Saturday May 13, 2023
The Last Unicorn (1982) (feat. Allyssa Swearingen)
The third film in the Crag-verse is the 1982 animated cult classic, The Last Unicorn. We’re joined once again by our friend Allyssa because this fantasy movie is one of her absolute favorites — and Cullen’s too! But Hannah thought it was super boring. We chat about everything from the dynamic lore of unicorns and harpies, the movie’s ‘70s folk-rock soundtrack, a Last Unicorn-themed story pitch for Dimension 20, and the top tips for protecting yourself against immortal beings (because, obviously, they exist).
Check out Allyssa and her awesome art (often D&D inspired!) on Instagram @a.m.swearingen! And, if you love our dynamic as a trio, then you’ll love Gleeboot, a podcast where we got drunk and talked about rebooting Glee one episode at a time. Find Gleeboot wherever you listen to Not My Fantasy!
Research for this episode:
The Last Unicorn by Peter S. Beagle
A lot of google searches and Podcasts
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.
Saturday Apr 29, 2023
Saturday Apr 29, 2023
Sleeping Beauty (1959) (feat. Cassie Hock)
We talk about fairytale heavy-hitter, Walt Disney Animation’s Sleeping Beauty from 1959. Though it was considered a critical and financial flop back in the day, we all loved this film, even
Hannah who had never seen it. (Boy was Cullen nervous about that.) Listen to us explore Sleeping Beauty stories from all over Europe, sarcastically congratulate Charles Perrault on his feminist takes, criticize Maleficent’s girlboss energy, and brainstorm what other gift Merryweather could have given Aurora instead of True Love’s Kiss (True Love’s High Five, anyone?)
Big thanks to our special guest, Cassie! You can check out her Princess-themed fashion Pinterest board.
Research for this episode:
Sleeping Beauty Stories
The Ballet Score
Zellandine in Perceforest
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Research & Writing by Cullen Callaghan.
This episode was edited by Hannah Sylvester.
Cover Art by William Callaghan
Intro Music: "The Quest" by Scott Little.
Not My Fantasy
BFFs Hannah and Cullen talk about fantasy and fairy tale films and the lore, myths and fairy stories that inspired them.